it should have went down this way

Saturday, May 29, 2004

you dont know.

annalee invades ! suppose to " help " youyouuyouu la. cos i was bored. anyway. gwen`s gonna get a new blog. [[: its super duper ultraaa cute la. [[: thts about it. takecare everyone. [[:

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/29/2004 11:05:00 PM

but i do.

Friday, May 28, 2004

you dont know.

haha. hello.

forgot to blog about something chao important. but yeahh. forgot what it was anyway so yeahh. did i mention i ponned school today. i was so reluctant to go. like since last night. had a few bad days though you dont see it. monday is coming up real soon. dont know how she'd feel. i hope she's done her preparations. not stressing herself TOO much. and all. just hope she does well. cos. yeahh. am dying to go to that softball match. all my lil stupid thoughts. did i mention that RACHEL TAN went to get the pcss pitcher's number. siao rite? hahaha! i supposed she's been spending TOO much time with ME. haha! i sprained my fagging ankle too. both infact. then i stepped on this rgs girl's foot. she didnt seem to have any feelings. but they were all gloating. so yeahh.

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/28/2004 12:36:00 PM

but i do.

Monday, May 24, 2004

you dont know.

helloe. long time no blogg.

had softball today. doubt i had to play today so didnt bring glove but yeahh. had to play. haha! kim rocks. shes brave enough to pitch though she just figured how to do it like on saturday?? haha! yea. she rocks. she oh-so-cute. no sarcasm haha!

to the pcss pitcher, wanying. no.13.

sorry bout your knee. i didnt mean to hit the ball that hard or aim to your leg. yeaa. sorry. and you'rE the bestest pitcher! haha! you rock!! :)))))))

yeaa. sprained my ankle. it hurts like yeaaa. haha! am so happy. they said bye to me and yeahh. gwen was jealous. lee gwen. no.5 haha! yeahh. retarded la! haha! then walking back to school was chao funny. and it was a real chore. my ankle hurt like. shit. haha! i tell you if i saw xuyan on the mrt i think i would have died! haah!

scgs

Singapore Chinese Girls' school

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i just did this. wow! haha! i am so fucking happy with the fucking results. cos SCGS fucking rocks!!! hahaha! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/24/2004 08:47:00 PM

but i do.

Saturday, May 22, 2004

you dont know.

you can go on and on and on. i wouldnt care, cos nothing is gonna make me withstand your foul AH NEH mouth

-do teachers come to students blogs?-

now that your already leaving i dont know how to tell you things that you should know.
the day i sat down and cried, i hugged pillars and cried i threw this really bad tantrum, but however hard it was. i knew i aint going to see you again, not so soon. girl please dont leave. i dont want to be counting down the seconds till your back again. girl, i am in love with you.

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/22/2004 10:49:00 AM

but i do.

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

you dont know.

you thought you weren't going to lose out, but you were wrong.

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/18/2004 09:25:00 PM

but i do.

Monday, May 17, 2004

you dont know.

hello you lil poo piggies.

urghh. thats un-friendly. rite. haha not updating these few days cos i realized that sims is wayyyy funner then coming online, though i dont know what i do online, oh yeah.. i used to come online because of msn. but noo. sims changed my life ( rightt... so advertisment i guess?) hahaha! anyways i had my DnT paper. yeaa. it was reall hard not enouhg if time and i brought that test tube with xuyan's name in it, like yea.. so it was on the table and i lifted my paper cos i was looking for my eraser. and -piang- i was like whats that? so i look around i saw it on the floor, the tes tube broke into 3 parts and the gel was flowing out, but i had to wait for the paper to end. i saw it from the table height and was likee. uhh. ok? then when tha paper ended i went to pick it up, shucks. i almost cried. the effort i put into it to make it. so i picked it up washedd it, brought it around the corridor then i finally got so pissed. i threw on the ground, the top part broke in 2e. i broke the middle part on purpose and wei qi saw me, she was like GWEN?! and like i have this chao bad attitude so yeaa. haha! anyways i think i feel much better, her smile is always so nice. -grins

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/17/2004 10:42:00 AM

but i do.

Thursday, May 13, 2004

you dont know.

talkin to maria on the phone nowww.w. papers were lol. haha! aiya. i donnt know what to sayyyyy. haha! i am going to cut my hair AT A SALON. hahaha! ermm. am chao bored now la.. haha! aint revising my lit.! hahaha! I PLAYED SIMS YESTERDAY AND I KILLED 10 PEOPLE. 3 people died in the swimming pool, 4 people burnt to death, 2 starved to death, 1 died accidentally.hahah!

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/13/2004 04:18:00 PM

but i do.

Saturday, May 08, 2004

you dont know.

dont see me as who i am but what i am inside.
you never took time to see how i actually felt. you just assume that i am happy and all. i wished i could tell you. i wished i could let you understand me. but no. i cant. its just me. i like me the way i am.

-exam stress-

its been so long and i dont know why i feel this way.
- when i first saw you. i never thought i'd fel this way for you, cos i knew i couldnt get to you. I thought that this feeling i had for you was probably, infatuation. it could very well be. a day passed. it came over me. that you could probably be someone more than admiration's worth. and indeed. i fell in love with a true beauty. you were a little rough, yet you had poise; charismatic. display of talents you showcased. it brought upon my misery. many a times i tried to impress. but i couldnt. i just couldnt. i couldnt take my eyes off you, you sat there. jsut watching while i made many embarassing mistakes. but still you showed poise. you just had this look of seriousness where anyone wouldnt understand why you were like that, you lightened up when you were supporting your team mates. during the game, you were smiling but still serious. when pearleen said something to you. all you could do was giggle. as you giggled, i could feel a hint of arrogance
,it didnt hurt me but i didnt care, much. time whent by i got myself too lost in you, when i had the chance to look you in the eye i didnt know how to feel. i felt glad. so glad. words cannot explain. its a hard feeling. its hard. but no one ever said it was easy anyway. sometimes i cut myself to see how much it bleeds. to see how long i can last. seems like i still am here. words still cannot explain how i actually felt about you, all there was in my head was you. as i try to wave the last leg good bye, i wished we could actually be freinds.

- cos baby, there aint no mountain high enough, aint no valley long enough , aint no rythym high enough to keep from getting to you babe-

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/08/2004 05:27:00 PM

but i do.

Friday, May 07, 2004

you dont know.

HELLO!!

haha! i hear some lil brat on perfect 10. she sounds brat-ty but shes like sec3. urghh.whatever. oh yeah oh yeahh. perfecttt tenn rawkz. urghh. yea yea yeahhh. haha! the internet is so screwed. i should just punch it. haha! oh yeahh. during dnt so suayy. ahha! i sneezed at least 20 times then mr chandran was like you keep sneezing sonner or later your going to sneeze your brain out. so sarcastic. but seriously i dont care. he looks like some monkey. haha! chimpanzee i dont care thoughh.. i gotta wash my hair. ultra sticky. put gel. :) haha! anyway gotta go. and misa.. so mean dont suan me la hor? haha! 28th may i go dye my hair la.. haha! holiday liao mahh.. =))

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/07/2004 11:28:00 PM

but i do.

Thursday, May 06, 2004

you dont know.

hello.

screwed. hahaha! i dont know why but yea.. screwedd. i am super sleepy. but i cant sleep. my chinese tuition ended some 30-40 minutes ago. and i am waiting for the maths one she was working in my mother's office la. some attachment student from poly or something. my dad is pickingher to come here. she and my 2nd sis v close. haha! and i just realized that my chinese tuition teacher teaches this girl from scgs. i'll just write that scgs girl a letter to freak her out!! HAHAHA!

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/06/2004 03:43:00 PM

but i do.

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

you dont know.

hello..

hi xuyan.

i suan-ed kohila, she tried to correct ting ting's pronounciation of temporarily then she said 'i am trying to correct ting tings pro-noun-cia-tion' and i said. 'kohila, pronounciation is not pronouced as pro-noun-cia-tion, it is pronounced as pro-nun-cia-tion' haha! that really made the class laugh. haha! she was so frigging embarassed any one could tell.

well. i have no mood to blog. bye.

HAIR GROW BACK NOWWWW!

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/04/2004 05:03:00 PM

but i do.

Monday, May 03, 2004

you dont know.

BITE ME!

i am serious. bite me, but who would. now i am starting to dislike miss vino. but it doesnt happen to be her fault. arghh. BITE ME FOR NUTS! no. kill me. aiya. whatever it is.. so people said i am balding and yea.. i just realized some 2 hrs ago that, i am going to see the snobby people except for SOME people. and yes. i know your nameS. HAHAHA! i shouldnt be evil. yeaa. i'll do it for you-know-who's sake. haha! i got to have it to grow back by 29th of may. or i'll just kill myself. i have to find some sort of hair growth formula. urghh. haiz.. yuck. all patchy. gotta wear a hairband lol. and that frigging letter i going to get me frigging KILLED dont want to talk le.. byee.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GERMAINE!!

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/03/2004 09:45:00 PM

but i do.

Saturday, May 01, 2004

you dont know.

hello.

wont be updating as often as i used to already

i think i can just kill myself. i cant bring myself to school tmr. somthing happened today. and its fucking bad. godd. i can just kill myself for nuts. but then again killing myself over this is not worth it really. like why on earth will i kill myself over my hair? urghhs. i've been msging full time. shucks. should control. 3 messages/hr that will be like 36 a day? urghhh. its not like my bill is high or whatsoever. nevermind. yea. had a conversation with amelia.. chao funny and she is chao dummy.hahaa! i shouldnt be dwld songs on kazaa. but who cares. haiz. pay the fine then pay la! kns! haha! went for a super shopping spree today. yeaa. i bought a perfume.. the smell is CHAO NICE its the boss in motion. nice. smell. so being a nice person i can give the dolce and gabana to maria. haha! dont know if she still wants it.. so. yea..

runaway runaway, runaway. i dont think wanna think about you
its a sad story. but yes its true. it is.
I LOVE YOU! I REALLY DO
i wont take my eyes of you.
i cant take my eyes of you.
indeed a true beauty.

your going down,
down, for the world to see
5/01/2004 11:39:00 PM

but i do.