it should have went down this way

Friday, January 30, 2004

you dont know.

i dont love nor like dominic.. i just said he is kinda cute. and all of u start putting words into my mouth. and does words are not very true but a lil true. i mean not true at alll. haha!ytd had training. had gym training. hmm my muscles are gowing. but im aching all over.. haizzz. typing is a lil hard.. aching laaa. my left arm and right arm. then those guys came. lou han yu and the whole c div. gang. lol. was fun. all i played was doubles. haiz. i want to play singles. *cries*went to mount faber to run. hmmm. it was fun. had to run but i jogged. and walked a whole lott.. hmmm did all those tretching. it really ached my body ok. i was in pain. haha. and today was more or less late for school. haizz. had some voting thingg. i feeel so bad. i vote becos they are my friends and not because of their qualities. i wished i could vote again. but shu yu is the worst lorr..vote because they look cute. gosh. thats a bad way. to vote ok!! its real bad!! hmmm this evening got training. haizzz. excited like shit. competition is coming. haiz.

gwen u can do it. just rmb to talk to feathers. and encourage it to do better.

your going down,
down, for the world to see
1/30/2004 05:53:00 PM

but i do.

Saturday, January 24, 2004

you dont know.

hiiiiiiiii.

ooohhh. im so tired.. i got home at like.. 7.15?? YEA?? and its already 8. haizzz. im tireddd. so tireddd... hmmmm. i had a good day today. an di mean good.. i think im smashing well nowww... YEA!! i went to clementi townnn.. hmmm.. they played and there is this stickboyyy. so disgusting. he is sooooo skinnny... yuckk. so action summoreee. lol... played the last doublesss.. me and misa versus luo han yu and skinny boyyy. hahah thanks lou han yu..u made me smash so welll.. .lol... then then skinny boy smashed my chest. btwn the 2 thingsss. and i smashed his bloody small dick. lollll.. i hope he was screaminggg... loll.. im smashing well damn itttt. I LOVE SMASHINGGG. its just rawkzzzz.i smash well!! haHAHa then had some seafood thing for dinner. was so hotttt. like hottt. spicy.. tom yum. then it was sourrr.... so u get. itt. i might have a diarrhorrea. lol.. not sure how to spelll.. but i damn it like to smashhhh.. whhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeee....... hmmmm im going downnn having a partyyy. lol.

[i dont want to say it. but everytime. i mean everytime. u make me want to say it. let me put it straight to you. although i love you so much... i have no respect for people who dont respect me. or dont respect themselves. i want you to change.i want you to respect yourself.like how i respect you. your gonna be 30. its time to end it soon. and if you want to end it. you;ve got to end with style. i want you to do it. do it with ur best. its the last time its gonna happen.pls respect yourself.]

make it a pentagon relationship. its not a triangle. i was not shocked when you told me that he still likes you. cos. i still do.

your going down,
down, for the world to see
1/24/2004 08:07:00 PM

but i do.

Friday, January 23, 2004

you dont know.

//this is not an entry. this is a word. a paragraph or more. of thank you.//

to yonekura.

dear girl.. although i know you will never come here. or never understand a single word.. i just have to say. 2 words. Thank You. you'd made me who i am today. you made. me realise my dream.if it were not for you. i wouldnt know what i 'd be doing now. its because of you. i've decided to take this path into becoming. just like you.everytime i travel on the pie. 1 thing comes to mind. YOU. why you. cos.. during that period of time. you were the one who made me realise my dream. you made. think. you let me stand firm on this ground even during shakey times. if it were not for you.. i really wouldnt know what i am to be now...i'd like to thank you for playing such a beeeeg part in my life. in my DAMN small life. THANK YOU!!

your going down,
down, for the world to see
1/23/2004 01:40:00 AM

but i do.

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

you dont know.

hiyaaa...

lol.. so tireddd. lol. ahaha!! went town. in bus. saw sarha and her mother. hmm.. abt same height. sarah not so chio.. stacey chioest. lol. preety in blue. hehehetired. writing my words. lazily. point formyy.. lol.li.pop.im killing myself with my new watch... how noisyyy.tired. lol. trainign tml. lol. haizz. lol. tata. lol. bye. lol. GWEN ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. STOP IT. IM WATCHING U!!- ok conscience. i stp already.GOOD GWEN

your going down,
down, for the world to see
1/20/2004 07:37:00 PM

but i do.

you dont know.

lalalala...

so tireddd. so happy. so i dunno. lol... i saw kiku's bloggg. i feel like laughin..she drives me frigging insane...the first time i saw her was on a sundayy. she walked to me and i was hi.she was like hi. then she dropped her phone in front of me n was.. help me take. care u want you can seee. lol.. hahaha!!!she was suppose to play but she didnt. shes horrible. o we crapped bout stupid stuff. we exchanged gb accounts.. lol.. hahaha!!

hmmm today had fun. except for the roy phang lesson laaa. he's a big buffoon who doesnt want to admit.. like really... who would be so insane to talk abt stupid stuff liek. where is his mind. oh well lets not talk bout himm.. lolzz. had dance. i feel i shouldnt dance. my knee is killing meee... all that purple skin and blood. its gross. but i keep hitting it. i want it to turn reall purple. till it goes all numb. and that i cant feel a thing.. so im so sadistic.. lol....after that went to tiongg wid maryanne fz and louise.. we eat laa. then talk laaa. became reall interested in stuff. which is not explicit. but not nice. yuppp. lol.. had dinner. then blackout. the whole building blacked out.. whatever oK!! whatever.. i played with xin li. for the first time.. how lame.. im am lameee. lol... haizz. towning tml. wanna go?? not welcome. lol.. looking for kiku.

* in search of that pooty kiku.*

your going down,
down, for the world to see
1/20/2004 12:33:00 AM

but i do.

Saturday, January 17, 2004

you dont know.

llalalalalalala......

im so boredddd. lalala. i wanna go watch pple play tennis. but then very extra haha!!!.i want to play badminton... shucksss. i very suay ahh ytd.. i cut my own knee then fell on that knee!! now the knee swollen and a lil purple, some problems with walkinggg.then i when i fell i hit my head. then i forgot i hit my head with that racket. and it started bleeding. shucksss. so suai. i dont want to walk that path anymore.. alwaes so suay.. 2nd time i fell there. hmmm but badminton was fun laaa. earnest was so puke-y. he look so nerdy. i could have fainted. and i need new badminton shoesss. haha!!i partnered karen for a doubles. we were the wonderful injure-eds. haha!!our partnerships isnt too bad i suppose. haha!! but mr lee thinks i partner cheryl is best. and im like. whateverrr... haha. not that i dread partnerrring her or waddd. we cant make it. she cant take front neither can i. lol. at least i didnt have to partner irina. or i will pon that day. or maybe the rest of the days!!!! RAWWRRR!! haizzz. so tireddd. i saw michelle wie!!! *blinks* i really did!! thats on tvvv. hahah!!!

your going down,
down, for the world to see
1/17/2004 02:26:00 PM

but i do.

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

you dont know.

lalalalalla.a....

i feel so retarded. my goodness. [gwen. i want you to stop all your chilidhs behaviours and grow up. signed., miss gwennie chan.] seee.. i do that 4 no bloody good reason.. ahaha!!im at the boredest to the boredest of the boredest. and there i so much boredom.. in other words. im VERY VERY boreddddd. ahahaha!!! haiya.. its the 2nd week of the year and im making all the assumptions that im gonna retain. VERY BADLY. haizzzz.. aiyo.. im so irritated by something. but i dunno wad.. hmmm. im kinda weird huh? haha!!! ltr got golf. gonna say they having meeting and all. ahahaha!!!. lamer. but i will be so mean to emma. but who cares.as long as shes got her ERWIN.DERRICK AND STANLEY. dont need me liaooo.. stoopid girll hahaha!! u just wont admit the facts. haha!!.in class was fun.. haha!! but very lame..chinese sucked. koe why. mr ng CHIN CHOW lorrrr. if its he teach sure fail wannn...nonon. she suckx. yea. i mean he. ya...science rawked. hehehe we were balling ard.. haha!! we were whacking each others boobs. i think we were really boredd. haha!! for the first time i paired up with ravinder for sc. haha!! maryanne didnt want to seat with her. i koe why laaa. she so playful nv do anything.hahahah in the end she finished the whole experiment fo rme.. i too lazy. then she signed an agreement with maryanne to be dao for 1 and a half dayy.but u koe wads the worst.i have trng back to back...tml is 3.30 to 5.30 thursday(why thursday i wanna go town!!) from 1.to 5!!!.. eeks... !!! why?!?!?! it sso long. i will be so beat so tireddd. geez. . haha!! oooh im so tired. i think im gonna catch some forty winks.

lalalalalalala.. to shu yu.. where. have u been!!!i wanna give u something. you stupid girl. hmmph.. haha!! so long never talk to you. see you in school but cant talk to you wad nonsense. ahhaha!!!

to -youknowwhoyouare-
its not that im ignoring you or wad... i've got nothing to say to you anymore. you said what i did not. you think i want to say?! no! i dont.! are you tryin to piss me off. go reflect. just go nad reflect. then go tell me what you think.

your going down,
down, for the world to see
1/13/2004 04:00:00 PM

but i do.

Friday, January 02, 2004

you dont know.

heyzzzz.....

its been. 9nines day since i walked away from blogspot... haha!!! im so happy sad. wadever it is??? had a partyyy at king albert parkk most of the guys cameee. or geeeezz. i dunno wad im doing. i will elaborate on the king albert park thing another day!!! haizzzz.. whenever i've got a problem i tell misa.. i dunno whyyy.. hmmm... well nuthing to say..

[to pts]
hey hey hey.. wassup sassy gal.. hahaha!!! thanks for writing all that bout me!!. but u nv. wrtie testimonial for meZ!! bad girl!!! haha!! i love u too.. u make me soud as if im some sort of blog whizz. haha!!

your going down,
down, for the world to see
1/02/2004 04:53:00 PM

but i do.