it should have went down this way

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

you dont know.

i came back reall late last nightt,, close to 1. hehehe... the rest worst still ahh.. hehe!! but i dunno wad happen to my bag. shuckzz. i think my dads gonna need it ltr. shittt.. hahaha!!i've grown so attached to you. that i need to see you.thts not a human being. its my muscle power 100 im so abandoned noww... my whole family is having a party. and im at home.. i feel so not part of the family. if im not part of the family why must u bother abt me. why must you call me to go home. sheesh. i feel so abandoned. i dont feel like the me i used to be. i dont know why.

your going down,
down, for the world to see
12/24/2003 12:13:00 PM

but i do.

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

you dont know.

i like when u put ur head on my shoulder.. i like when i can comfort you. i like when u let me touch you. why was it so different last time. why were u like this to me..im missing every single bit of u rite nowww. i wanna see u. i wanna touch u. i wanna hold u.cos i love you.

heyozzz.. had golf today lorrrr... but nv go cos cancelled. instead i went to my beloved badminton... yuppersssss.. haha!! i love badminton. although i suck at it.. haha!!pple from other schools cammeee. haha!! my beloved *bleahx* fishball.. haha!! we were quareeling one match.. pple thought it was live comedy.. they were laughinng.. hahawe bickered here bickered there. shuckxxx so amazingly cute.. oohh. i love her soo much.. as the chinese say.. ma shi teng. da shi ai.. haha!! I DID BOTH.. means i love herrr. haha!!shes so cute.. i cant believe ittt...neeeda get karen or i aint going bukit ho swee i swear damnit.. ahaha!! play bball. 3on3. wiiipeee. ahhaha!! im so hyper.. so hysterical over nuthin... shuckssss... i dont wanna blog no moreee.. i wanna dream of love.. byee. psst psst. actually talk on the phoneeee...

your going down,
down, for the world to see
12/23/2003 06:34:00 PM

but i do.

Monday, December 22, 2003

you dont know.

hey ehy..........
its been a long time since i updated hor..*shrugs* tml is the posting fishball is coming to school. im so saddd.. cos they are no longer goin for sunday training... shuckz..im so gonna miss stacyy.. better. cos that she koes it and blah blah blah...cos mannn... i wont koe wad to do... okok... haiya... wadever it is.. *shrugsss-*...came back at 910 todayy.. *shrugs* so late.. no more shopping playing ball tml after trainign.. haha!! YES!! hahah!!yea.. bought wei qi a xmas prezzie.. she is trying to get me one as well.. sheesh.. dont get me 1. thank u.. haha!!!

to some wad a unhappy fool:
hey hey.. getting all cranky and pissed over just a webbie. is VERY VERY VERY CHILDISH.if u dont think so.. im telling u now. that IT IS VERY CHILDISH. u do this. and my fren gets all sad and stuff.. ur like adding more problems to her already.plus she having a lil problem wid her. life.. just leave her alone.if u think she copied. then just tell her. u dont have to go rd scolding u koe...i always thought.. u were 15. and u act so matured.. you do wad some sort of matured stuff. u like matured pple stuff. so u willl act maturedly.u looked frendly. but little did i koe ur like. this. its a major turn-off... ~~I FUCKING WONDER WHY I HAD FUCKING LIKED U.FUCK.~~

yea.. anna.. u take care k.. dont let little things like these go all over u. cos its no good. NO GOOD I TELL YA. get someone to confide in. someone u can really trust. not that childish acting matured girl.k? u take care.

I want to tell you is that i love u. i want you to accept. the fact that i like. you. thats all i want. is it so hard? i feel so comfortable when im beside u. when i touch u its like a miracle...

your going down,
down, for the world to see
12/22/2003 11:29:00 PM

but i do.